I need you ♡

[[Zap Master] Mervitoo^^ 2 019]

I am obliged to you, you do not know

I keep your name in my mind like nail

Your eyes are getting bigger and bigger

I am obliged to you, you do not know

I warm me up with you.

The trees are getting ready for autumn

Is this city that old Istanbul

The clouds are breaking apart in the dark

The street lights are suddenly burning

The smell of rain on the sidewalks

I have to you, you are not there.

Sometimes loving is terribly feared

One gets tired suddenly one evening

From living in a captive razor blade

Sometimes his passion breaks his hands

Takes a few lives out of his life

Which

if he knocked on the door sometimes

Behind the wicked hum of loneliness

A poor gramophone plays in Fatih

It's ringing a friday from old times

If I stand and listen without a hole in the corner

If I bring you an unused sky

Weeks are crumbling in my hands

Whatever I do, whatever I do, wherever I go

I have to you, you are not there.

Maybe you are the blue spotted boy in June

Oh nobody knows about you

A freighter leaks from your lonely eyes

Maybe you are getting on a plane in Yeşilköy

You're all wet, your feathers are shivering

Maybe you're blind, broken, you're in a rush

The bad wind is taking your hair

Whenever I think of living

Maybe it's hard at the table of these wolves

Without shame but without getting our hands dirty

Whenever I think of living

I say hush and start with your name

My turn is moving inside the secret seas

No it won't be otherwise

I am obliged to you, you do not know.